...I Am Not

And I fall in love everyday with the ones who are good, not because they "have to be"...but because they are. Not because of stained glass or a preacher's pulpit, not because they fear the punishment of a misstep, or their father's furrowed brows, but because the colors of their soul don't allow them to shine
a n y  o t h e r  w a y
I fall in love with wishing
I  w a s  o n e  o f   t h e m

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